from the LP Lovey, Atlantic Records, 1990Ben Deily never had a fucking chance; for real, though it would have been impossible to know how talented Evan Dando really was when they were just high school pals forming a band, the fact that they played the same instruments (guitar & drums both) and wrote songs meant that conflict was sure to rear its banal head. This was the first album where Deily was officially gone, giving Mr. Dando complete control of the sound direction and songwriting duties; forgive my harshness, but you get a clear sense of how little Ben was needed. This song was the opener, and it jumps out at the listener like a rabid dog, cheerleader cadence collapsing into horrorshow screaming care of Dando’s then- girlfriend Juliana Hatfield (of indie rockers Blake Babies), and that’s her backing on the chorus sounding like a church singer. The tunes were still fast enough to sound tough but not nearly as quick as before, a more solid coming together of the loud/soft ethos implied by the band’s name, “sour on the outside, sweet on the inside”. The lyrics are pretty cryptic, “…I looked down the mountains, there’s a hole, there’s a tired old fountain, there’s a soul, the time draws near; give me all of your fear, give me, all of your fear…” Considering all the shit Evan Dando has taken for being a pretty boy, I’m always happily surprised by the sharpness of those sparkly white teeth!






























